I was doing so well, and my brain was improving. As my PTSD has got better though everything else seem to get worst, I a struggling to socialise even with the people I live with. But I am not acting on anything, no self-harm even; if I have had to lock anything dangerous in my … Continue reading Is it relapsing?
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My testimony isn’t a 12A
I was chatting after at a pray meeting on Monday to my old children’s worker, we were catching up what we were up to etc. We were talking about what we were doing at our respective churches and I mentioned doing the youth worker. Any way the conversation continued and I made a joke about … Continue reading My testimony isn’t a 12A
Dear Church; here’s how you can help me
I have grown up in my church and love my church family to bits; they’re one of the most important parts of my life and I wouldn’t be the person I am without them. My mental health has been an ongoing issue for quite a while now and many people in my church have been … Continue reading Dear Church; here’s how you can help me
Where does God fit in?
Trigger Warning Self-Harm and Suicide A few weeks back I was discussing with a friend the progress I had made within my mental health. My friend is a total atheist but we have always had mutual respect for each other’s beliefs and very open conversations about it. I started talking about how praying when I … Continue reading Where does God fit in?
My 2016
2016 has been one of the impactful years of my life to date. But on reflection the silver linings of the storms are what will truly impact my 2017. This year I have lost friendships that were truly good, and lost parts of me that were truly bad. I have walked away from my childhood … Continue reading My 2016
My Blood Doesn’t Work Properly
That sound a little extreme but here’s how it works; I have Pernicious Anemia which basically means my immune system attacks to enzymes which turn the vitamin B12 I have digested in to protein for my blood. Or at least that’s how I understand it. So to help with that I have injection of B12 … Continue reading My Blood Doesn’t Work Properly